I'm now almost about to reach the twenties. Yet teenage life was a bad as well as a good experience. I lost many things but I gained many things too. I made many mistakes but I also found out what mistakes NOT to make. Teenage life taught me many things. And this post shows everything I went through in teenage life. Infact, this happens to every teenager out there.
You are lost in the world. With nowhere to go. You're confused. Nobody on this earth understands you as they keep burdening you with high expectations, slowly burying you with their demands and never once asking what you want for yourself. You begin to feel paranoid. And how can I forget love? The emotion which is purest and most raw when you are still stranded between childhood innocence and the liberty of adulthood which is due to arrive. Love. An obstacle in which you always fail. But it trains you well enough to face the daunting and even more dangerous obstacles of maturity. You are stranded in the middle of nowhere. Where your heart is still filled with child-like silliness but you are already entering the troubles of the next phase. You, being not accustomed to these heavy burdens, are already crushed. You have no one to turn to. No one to pour your heart out to. You want it all to go away. You once wished to grow up as a child but now you lust for childhood. You wish to go back to the state of knowing nothing and letting the big ones sort out all the trouble....
I had no idea on how to end this post so I just stopped writing altogether.
Teenage is the best and worst time of a person's life. We're caught between being children and acting like responsible adults. You're right when you say that we lose things and we gain things.
ReplyDeleteMake the most of your teenage time =)
verily agree with. during teens, people put too high expectation on us making us has no option except to reach the setting. at the end we forget to value ourselves.
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Areesha - Yea. We've still gotta make something out of it. It's the most crucial phase in life. You get to make many life changing decisions.
ReplyDeleteInspector Sahb - I agree with you. Thanks alot if you found my blog worth reading. Do come back again and I hope I never dissapoint you. Take Care.
The abrupt ending added to the appeal.
ReplyDeleteI'm going through teenage and its tumultuous, wavy, crazy and leaves me totally berserk. Too much hormonal locha, too many break ups, make ups. And yet a certain happiness lingers by.
Crystal- Really? I thought the ending ruined everything.
ReplyDeleteYeah we all go through the same shit. It's the best/worst time of our lives.